Friday, December 11, 2009

SPM times...

In the entire several months,
I possibly Has slit to the parents many,
Ignores to them.

Until the present,
Supported a final subject (Chinese). . .

I really very very very wants to be possible
With my parents said that the sound thanks. .

Is shouting,
Is you fosters us to grow up,
Will be you will only then have us,
Is you brings to us to this colorful world,
Illuminates we each later road,
You are our all. . .

Although,
Sometimes, I am lying down on the sofa,
Looks that you are using the computer,
When you cannot time,
Will tell me to help frequently,
I actually will have a fit of temper to you,
This is not a good behavior. . .

Sometimes, I in am making time the thing,
You can also tell that I handle other matters,
I also am giving vent to as usual on yours body,

But,
You have not complained our a few words,
Has not scolded our ignorance,
Has not hit us,
Has not made noise or has done to we not good matter,
Hides as before in does not give vent at heart. . .

Also sometimes,
Sees you not to be careful tumbles time,
We helpless help you,
Really what very wants to fall is we, but is not you. . .
I had many words to want to say to you,
But did not understand how to open the mouth with you,
Also will not display,
Father and mother sorry, I love you. . .

(I have cried unconscious)

To the present in five I,
Was idle has brought troublesome to you,
Also lets you spend many moneys on our body,
Hoped that we become a useful person. . .

But,our actually history repeats,
I did not want to continue to get down like this.
Did not think that incompetent puts to trouble to you. .

Wants to say to you:

The Parents, I am really loves you. . .

By:Kar Hoe

Thursday, December 10, 2009

小孩

大家,

久违了。

今天只想撇开以往严肃的作风,

把那一大堆的哲学,道理,原则先给搁着,

我想与大家分享我此刻的心情。

从十一月十四号开始 直到前天,

我一直都呆在宿舍里,

没有回过家

老实说,

住宿整整五年的我,

并没有那种很强烈的舍不得仰或是因离家而惆怅的心情。

我自以为这是种独立。

直到经历了那差不多一个月离家的日子,

我知道,

那不是真正的独立。

在那一个月里,

我与26位SPM考生一起,

我们一起开夜车,

一起抱怨,

一起说笑,

一起抗议吃白面包当早餐,

还有,

一起分享所有。

留宿的第一个星期,

我们一起分享各自的干粮和食物,

不到几天,

我们把自己的,朋友的,大家的食物给吃个清光。

第二个星期,

正当大伙们烦着要吃点什么的时候,

晓莹的妈妈,

他给我们带来了pizzahut,

泽馨的妈妈

给我们带来了shushi,

第三个星期,

文艳的妈妈,

给我们带来了cream puff,

这些种种的种种,

让我有点想推翻孔子的小康社会,

因为我觉得,

我依然活在一个大同社会里,

大家依然办得到‘老吾老以及人之老,幼吾幼以及人之幼’

还记得那一个晚上

我其中一位房友发了一封短信给她的父亲,

短信内容是希望她父亲在吃晚餐后能给她打通电话,

果然在没多久后,

她父亲打了给她,

可是惊讶的是,

她父亲说他已经到了。

那时是八点多,

宿舍在七点正早已关门。

房友的父亲告诉她他给她带来了一壶汤。

在不敢打扰老师的情况下,

房友找来了一条很长的绳子和一个水桶,

就这样,

像古代人打水似的,

把那壶汤提了上来。

之后,

房友的父亲就回家了。

房友把那壶汤带回房里,

一打开房门,

她就什么也不说,

眼泪似无法关紧的水龙喉一样,

不停的流下来。

然而我们都知道,

我这位房友是一个性格顽强,只有在很生气时才会哭的人。

但,

她哭了。

在很感动但却说不出我爱你的情况下,

她哭了。

在了解爸妈已分开但对她的爱从不减少的情况下,

她哭了。

在知道那壶汤本是父亲的晚餐后,

她哭得更凶了。

结果,

我们318房三个女生,

一边红着眼睛,

一边慢慢地喝汤。













曾几何时,

我觉得自己已经长大,

觉得自己很独立

觉得自己很能干

此刻,

我只觉得

在爸妈的面前,

我始终是一个不折不扣的小孩。








by:peach